Post by Élise on Dec 12, 2014 22:28:38 GMT -5
“You’re kidding right?”
“No, sir!”
“You’re telling me that this is the most you can read and write?”
"Yes, sir!”
“You’re shitting me,” A heavy sigh clamored together with the sound of pointless shuffling as Élise’s superior threw his arms in the air. He was exasperated. One of the newest recruits that was shoved into his group couldn’t read or write. They were completely useless when it came to communication much less teaching by the book. They couldn’t make reports much less be expected to follow memos given to them, “Just my luck. Not only am I stuck with a Halfling, but a ritgr that can’t properly do their duty! If you were just a regular soldier, sure, it wouldn't matter, but you're not! You're supposed to be training to lead, not to follow mindlessly.”
“I’ll learn as quick as I can, sir—“
“SHUT UP!” The man slammed his hands down onto his desk and stood. He was a pureblood elkagr and a bit taller than Élise. Even so, she wasn’t intimidated. She remained professional, never breaking eye contact with her superior, “This,” The man stabbed his finger into Élise’s journal, “This is a fucking joke. You,” Now he was jabbing his finger in Élise’s face, “You are suspended from the guard until you can actually function as a respectable citizen! You may have dirty blood, but I sure as hell won’t be keeping a dog on my squad. Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir.” And with that, Élise was excused.
Taking her journal, the half-elkagr made her way home as quickly as she could. Her face was stone frozen, stuck in a perplexed state of serious and devastated. It stayed that way all through the streets of Fordeth, into the inn that she called home, and passed her brothers. Only once she had slammed the door and collapsed on her bed, sword armor and all clanging against her, had Élise let out a scream into her pillow.
She had trained so hard to finally be accepted into the Sovereign military as a knight. For people like her, that's not an easy success. People like her end up as he said, dogs meant to follow, not lead. She'd always been afraid of that - afraid of not being able to do anything. She couldn't protect others by just being another body to count at the end of a battle. Élise wanted more than that. She wanted to represent something - something bigger than herself. But now - OH. NOW. - She was being blocked from this destiny by something as trivial as reading and writing.
No no no. This was important, it just seemed annoying now because she had been trying so hard already. Trying really hard for all of it to be thrown against her as a "fucking joke".
“No, sir!”
“You’re telling me that this is the most you can read and write?”
"Yes, sir!”
“You’re shitting me,” A heavy sigh clamored together with the sound of pointless shuffling as Élise’s superior threw his arms in the air. He was exasperated. One of the newest recruits that was shoved into his group couldn’t read or write. They were completely useless when it came to communication much less teaching by the book. They couldn’t make reports much less be expected to follow memos given to them, “Just my luck. Not only am I stuck with a Halfling, but a ritgr that can’t properly do their duty! If you were just a regular soldier, sure, it wouldn't matter, but you're not! You're supposed to be training to lead, not to follow mindlessly.”
“I’ll learn as quick as I can, sir—“
“SHUT UP!” The man slammed his hands down onto his desk and stood. He was a pureblood elkagr and a bit taller than Élise. Even so, she wasn’t intimidated. She remained professional, never breaking eye contact with her superior, “This,” The man stabbed his finger into Élise’s journal, “This is a fucking joke. You,” Now he was jabbing his finger in Élise’s face, “You are suspended from the guard until you can actually function as a respectable citizen! You may have dirty blood, but I sure as hell won’t be keeping a dog on my squad. Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir.” And with that, Élise was excused.
Taking her journal, the half-elkagr made her way home as quickly as she could. Her face was stone frozen, stuck in a perplexed state of serious and devastated. It stayed that way all through the streets of Fordeth, into the inn that she called home, and passed her brothers. Only once she had slammed the door and collapsed on her bed, sword armor and all clanging against her, had Élise let out a scream into her pillow.
She had trained so hard to finally be accepted into the Sovereign military as a knight. For people like her, that's not an easy success. People like her end up as he said, dogs meant to follow, not lead. She'd always been afraid of that - afraid of not being able to do anything. She couldn't protect others by just being another body to count at the end of a battle. Élise wanted more than that. She wanted to represent something - something bigger than herself. But now - OH. NOW. - She was being blocked from this destiny by something as trivial as reading and writing.
No no no. This was important, it just seemed annoying now because she had been trying so hard already. Trying really hard for all of it to be thrown against her as a "fucking joke".